Author : Karen Keen

God’s Queer Plan

This post was originally published at Karen Keen’s Substack, Bible, Sex, and Gender.

The Spirit of the Lord is upon gay, transgender, bisexual, and intersex people to be Christ’s witnesses and to build the Church. God has quickened my heart and imagination with this truth like never before. The seeds of this prophetic vision were growing in my heart two years ago, but only recently has it struck me with force. When I co-founded Bakos Project in 2023, a mentoring program for Christian LGBTQ leaders, I knew the conversation on sexual and gender minorities needed to shift from tired debates to the ways God is anointing LGBTQ people to serve the Kingdom of God.

But I didn’t fully grasp the greatness of this vision—that God might use sexual and gender minorities to transform a dying Church in the West or plant churches in Majority World regions. Was it possible that LGBTQ Christians might preach the gospel to American evangelicals, a population entangled in political syncretism? Was it possible LGBTQ Christians could plant churches in foreign countries hostile to sexual and gender minorities? How unfathomable! Who in the Bible Belt would ever listen to a gay evangelist? Who in the Majority World, where traditionalist views reign, would ever be converted by a trans preacher?

Yet, increasingly, my heart is stirred up for my people. I long to see evangelicals, the ones who taught me about Jesus, restored to their first love. Simultaneously, I feel passionate about bringing the gospel to a jaded generation that isn’t sure Christianity matters anymore.

As I engaged friends about this, it dawned on me that the early Christians were in the same boat as LGBTQ Christians today. They were a persecuted minority commissioned to bring the gospel to the majority. The Greeks thought Christians were fools, and the wider Jewish community considered a dying Messiah a stumbling block. Yet despite being considered weirdos with an absurd message, God used the early Christians to launch a movement that spread across the globe.

Paul tells a group of Christians in Corinth, “God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong.God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are” (1 Cor 1:27-28; NIV).

God’s plan is truly queer. I mean, how strange, how odd to bring about divine plans through people stigmatized as foolish, weak, lowly, and despised?

In choosing the “foolish,” God was—and is—freeing the “wise” from enslavement to their own self-righteousness. God intentionally appoints the lowly “so that no one may boast” (1 Cor 1:29, 31). To be clear, the “foolish” are not fools in God’s eyes, anymore than the “wise” are enlightened. But to the Greek and Jewish leaders of the 1st century, the early Christians were rejects. Some, like Paul, before his conversion, wanted to kill these bizarre Jesus followers. In the same way, gay, transgender, bisexual, and intersex Christians today are a stumbling block to those who expect God’s methods to be more “respectable.”

Jesus said, “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me.” To be rejected is hard. We need belonging. But, paradoxically, the misfits—the queer ones—make the truth of God’s love more shockingly apparent. For when the Church realizes that God’s love and anointing extend even to us, they are stunned by the magnitude of God’s grace. Such realization can free those enslaved to elitism and conceit. Suddenly, they, too, realize it’s safe to let go of performative pretenses, for God’s grace is enough even for them, even for “self-identified holy ones.”

We need not be ashamed of our lowly state in the eyes of the world or the Church. For our Lord was also “despised and rejected” (Isa 53:3). And yet, such suffering is not in vain. Scripture says, for the joy set before him Jesus endured the cross (Heb 12:12). His suffering (and ours) bears fruit in paradoxical ways. Resurrecting power is here! When we are weak, we are strong.

God’s power is displayed through the lowly so that no one can boast. God is leveling the playing field. The power of this world corrupts, creating heirarchies and caste systems. But God’s power raises up the underdog. And that’s good news for oppressors too. The gospel means we can throw away the measuring sticks. We can cease striving out of our misguided sense of scarcity.

The good news is God’s abundant life is for everyone. The “riches” of God’s grace have been “lavished upon us” (Eph 1:7-8). God’s love “has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit,” so that we can radiate this divine love to all (Rom 5:5). And God is raising up LGBTQ Christians to proclaim this good news!

For centuries, the devil has convinced sexual and gender minorities that they are unchosen. But now, God is reviving the Church’s memory of Bakos’s commissioning. The 1st century Ethiopian enunuch, a sexual minority, was chosen and anointed by God (Acts 8). Deemed unqualified and barred from worshipping in the Temple, Bakos became an evangelist, a leader in the Church. Now that vision is being restored. LGBTQ Christians are answering the call to be Christ’s witnesses to the ends of the earth.

Only recently did I fully realize what the Spirit wants to do. My vision was limited. The current conversation concerning sexual and gender minorities centers almost entirely on ethical debates. But God is reshaping my prophetic imagination. The Spirit doesn’t want to simply defend LGBTQ people’s existence, the Spirit is anointing Christian LGBTQ leaders to proclaim the gospel of Jesus Christ and to build the Church.

Lately, I keep encountering LGBTQ Christians who want to talk about missions and evangelism. My eyes are opening to all the LGBTQ missionaries, church leaders, and community servants around me. As one example, I think of singer-songwriter Marsha Stevens-Pino who found Christ during the Jesus Movement and was discipled at the first Calvary Chapel. Over the past several decades, she has faithfully shared the gospel through her testimony and music. I was reminded of this in a recent Substack post, where Marsha shares one of her ministry stories:

I could not sell the Gospel short. It’s good news. I had to tell it. So, I sang a song or two as the stragglers came in. Then I sang the first song I wrote, “For Those Tears I Died (Come to the Water).” To my surprise several women sang or hummed along – so they knew it! I continued for another hour or so, sharing songs I had written about coming out and learning more about God’s love and how it applied to all of us.

Similarly, my friend Tim Otto has faithfully pastored an intentional Christian community and written on “biblical wisdom for a new monasticism.” Matthew Vines, founder of The Reformation Project, has preached powerfully on “The Heart of Christianity.” Pastor Amie, an evangelist, regularly travels the globe on mission trips, sharing the gospel, while caring for humanitarian needs. Rev. Marcus Halley proclaims the gospel of reconciliation, while caring for college students. Justin Lee, who founded one of the first prominent evangelical organizations for LGBTQ people, has shepherded hundreds of souls over the years. The list goes on and on, especially when we consider those who have gone before us like the remarkable Rev. Pauli Murray.

The next generation of LGBTQ leaders also reminds me of the great things God is doing. My friend Andy spent years working for an evangelical mission organization before coming out. He was forced to leave, but like Joseph, God is transforming harm into redemptive good. No one can squelch what God is doing. The Spirit continues to stir his heart for mission work and being pushed out means new avenues to serve in ways not previously considered.

This past weekend in Dallas, I had the privilege of attending a public worship event put on by CenterPeace, where LGBTQ Christians sang and shared their faith. The founder of CenterPeace, Sally Gary, has been serving as a pastor-at-large for decades. Her own denomination would not allow women (let alone a gay person) to be a pastor, but God calls whom God calls. The local newspapers don’t carry her name in the headlines, but God has worked through her to shepherd thousands of people over the years.

LGBTQ Christians worship at Union Coffee in Dallas, Texas. Photo by Sally Gary

Therefore, dear LGBTQ Christian brothers, sisters, and siblings, rise up! Rise up! God has anointed you to be “the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the pastors and teachers,to equip his people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up” (Eph 4:11-12). God has empowered you with spiritual gifts of hospitality, words of knowledge, encouragement, leadership, healing, generosity, faith and more (see Rom 12 and 1 Cor 12). You don’t need to defend your existence any longer! Instead lean into God’s calling on your life.

Like Bakos, who was barred from the Temple, go and evangelize your people! Like Joseph who was cast out of his family, preach to the foreigners in your exile! For when we are weak, we are strong. What you think is impossible and beyond your reach, God has made possible.

The Remarkable Life of Pauli Murray

One of the most amazing people that has changed history for the better, and yet who most people have never heard of, is Pauli Murray (1910-1985). I first learned about Pauli when I lived in Durham, North Carolina, which happens to be the hometown of this remarkable Christian. Across Durham, you will find beautiful murals of Pauli tucked away in various parts of the city, along with a childhood home still standing and now preserved as The Pauli Murray Center for History and Social Justice. It’s the home where Pauli was sent to live  with relatives after becoming an orphan at the age of three.

Pauli experienced tremendous adversity from both racial and sex discrimination, including being barred from enrollment at the University of North Carolina for being Black and later being barred from Harvard for being a woman. Pauli also experienced the stress of being attracted to the same-sex and gender atypical at a time when both were taboo (looking for answers, an exploratory surgery was performed to discern if an intersex condition was present). Pauli persevered, eventually graduating from Yale Law School (1965) and is credited by Thurgood Marshall as the influence behind the arguments that overturned segregation laws. Ruth Bader Ginsburg (RBG) similarly credits Pauli with the arguments in Reed v. Reed, a landmark Supreme Court case that ruled against sex discrimination. Pauli was many things: a lawyer, poet, human rights advocate, professor, and pastor. This brief description doesn’t begin to do justice. I was awestruck reading Pauli’s autobiography, Song in a Weary Throat, which is rich with major historical events that Pauli was actively involved in. A true history maker.

A life-long Christian, Pauli entered seminary at the age of 62 and helped to overturn a ban on the ordination of women in the Episcopal church. In one interview Pauli said, “If you want to talk in theological terms, I would say I have been led, guided, and directed all my life. This door was closed so this door would open. I’ve always been more or less a devout Christian . . . I take very little credit for the things I’ve done except . . . that I’ve been responsive to the Holy Spirit.”  To meet Pauli, watch the excellent new documentary My Name is Pauli Murray (available on Prime). The trailer is below:

B. T. Harman’s Gift of Storytelling

I first encountered B. T. Harman through his amazing podcast called Blue Babies Pink, which tells the story of what it’s like to grow up in the Bible Belt and realize you are gay. Later, I was able to get to know him in-person through LGBTQ Christian leadership circles. His story, Blue Babies Pink, is truly riveting. Thousands of people have listened to it or read the blog version. Episodes of the podcast have been downloaded more than a million times and it reached #1 on iTunes Religion/Spirituality chart. The story has been transformative for many people who listen to it.

B. T. Harman was born in Texas, but raised in Alabama after his family moved there when he was just six years old. As the son of a Baptist preacher, B. T. has a strong Christian faith and still attends a Baptist church in Atlanta, where he lives with his husband, Brett. For many years, B. T. worked for Booster, an organization that helps schools raise much needed funds. With his corporate team, he raised millions of dollars for elementary schools. In 2016, he launched his own speaking and consulting business, which includes teaching others storytelling for creative campaigns, leadership skills, as well as addressing LGBTQ concerns. One of the outreaches he started is Harbor, which provides support and education for parents of LGBTQ people.

But most recently, B. T. has become smitten with the Camino de Santiago, a network of walking routes popular with Christians on pilgrimage. After taking more than one pilgrimage himself, he founded Camino Made. Is he about to start taking others on the journey? If so, I might be the first to sign up!

To get to know B. T. and be inspired by his story, click on the image below to get started.

Candace Hardnett on Why We Can Still Stand In Times of Trouble

I first met Pastor Candace Hardnett about four or five years ago through ministry connections, and I was immediately struck by her deep passion for Christ. Pastor Candace was born and raised in a small Virginia town. After serving in the Marines, she planted a church called Agape Empowerment Ministries, which she has served for the past fourteen years. She also started a podcast called Godly and Gay. In 2021, she created a popular TikTok channel that uses humor to challenge prejudice against LGBTQ people. Pastor Candace and her wife, Erika, have three daughters and live in Savannah, Georgia.

Trust me, you do not want to miss this encouraging word from Pastor Candace. Click on the video below to listen to her sermon entitled, “I’m Still Standing.” She starts preaching about the 15 min 24 second mark. But, I encourage you to enjoy the worship from the beginning (opening prayer and singing). It will encourage your heart as well. If the challenges of life have you down, the Holy Spirit can lift you up.

Matthew Vines on the Inspiring Heart of Christianity

One of my favorite sermons is by a dear friend of mine, Matthew Vines, who directs a non-profit ministry called The Reformation Project. Matthew was born and raised in Wichita, Kansas. In his late teens, he headed off to Massachusetts to attend college at Harvard. But, while there, he began to wrestle with the question of faith and sexuality. The burden reached such a point that he left school to return home. Over the next six months, his dad and mom compassionately studied the issue alongside him. (Go parents!) The result of that discernment process led both Matthew and his family to accept his reality as a gay man.

Matthew has a deep love for God, Scripture, and the church. In fact, those three things drive his ministry work, which seeks to create greater understanding of LGBTQ people and encourage churches to fully include sexual and gender minorities into fellowship and active leadership. At the last Reformation Project Conference, Matthew preached a classic gospel message entitled, “Yesterday, Today, and Forever: The Heart of Christianity.” I hope it will encourage you, as much as it encouraged me.

Finding Christian LGBTQ Role Models

For many of us who grew up in the church, our experience as sexual or gender minorities was not well understood. Our difference set us apart, making it difficult at times to know how to forge a path forward. It wasn’t until my senior year of college that I met any Christian LGBTQ mentors. They were all individuals I met at an ex-gay ministry (where a college counselor had referred me). They guided me in the same way their own mentors hadtoward sexual orientation change efforts. While I eagerly worked the program, I became increasingly depressed when that change did not occur. After several years of running on that treadmill, I was left with no other option but to gather a few peers who also knew we needed another path. When we started the celibate gay movement, we had no role models. And several years later, when I became theologically affirming of same-sex relationships, I still had no role models in my life.

It’s not that Christian history does not have such role models. But, I didn’t know about them in my corner of the world. Curating a library of resources concerning this history is one endeavor that the Bakos Project hopes to undertake. But for now, I have started a blog series entitled “Uncommon Saints,” where I introduce you to Christian LGBTQ folk who deeply love Jesus, people like Tim Otto, Pauli Murray, B. T. Harman, Candace Hardnett, Matthew Vines, Amie Tyler, and many others. By starting the Bakos Project initiative, Sally Gary and I also hope to serve as role models for the next generation. Watch the Bakos Project blog for profiles of Uncommon Saints, and access the full archive. May your heart be encouraged and your faith strengthened.

Meet Bakos, the Ethiopian Eunuch

One of the first references to the Ethiopian Eunuch (Acts 8:26-40) outside the Bible is from early church father Irenaeus, who wrote, “This man was also sent into the regions of Ethiopia, to preach what he had himself believed” (Against Heresies 3:12:8). According to Irenaeus, God appointed the eunuch as an evangelist to preach the gospel, teaching Ethiopians about Jesus from the Scriptures, including the book of Isaiah and other prophetic books.

To this day, he is honored by Ethiopian Christians for bringing Christianity to their part of the world. The Ethiopian Orthodox Tewahedo Church calls him Bakos (spelled ባኮስ in Amharic; also spelled Bachos). The Russian Orthodox call him Djan Darada. Recently the Episcopal Church commemorated the eunuch under the name Simeon Bachos. This latter combination of names comes from the conflation of the Ethiopian eunuch with “Simeon called Niger” (Act 13:2; NIV). But, while they were both Black, Simeon is not the same person as the eunuch.

Image of Bakos by Karen R. Keen & DALL-E 2023

In the book of Acts, we meet Bakos on a desert road that extends from Jerusalem down to Gaza, as he travels south to his home in north Africa. His love of God had spurred him to make the long journey to Jerusalem to worship there. As a eunuch, he was normally barred from entering “the assembly of the Lord” (Deut 23:1). This meant not only exclusion from the Temple, but also from full participation in the civic life of God’s people. Nevertheless, Bakos was not deterred and went to great lengths in his pursuit of the LORD.

Apparently in Jerusalem, Bakos purchased a scroll of Isaiah. As a treasurer in the royal court in Ethiopia, he was literate. But, as an outsider, he did not have access to a Jewish education. He had no one to explain Isaiah 53 to him, the passage he was reading on the way home. Nevertheless, Bakos was not deterred and persisted in his quest to understand the Scriptures. Possibly, he also read a few chapters ahead to Isaiah 56:3-8, where the prophetic vision gives a hopeful revelation that even the eunuch has a place with God after all.

Most likely, the remarkable appearance of Philip, the apostle, who showed up to teach Bakos, was an answer to the Ethiopian’s prayer. As he studied the text and puzzled over it, no doubt he whispered, “God, help me to understand this. I want to know you and follow you.” God heard his prayer. More than that, God revealed to Philip and Bakos that even a eunuch and gentile was to be welcomed into the assembly. When the eunuch saw a body of water, he asked Philip, “What can stand in the way of my being baptized?” (v. 36). The answer? Nothing. Nothing and no one could stand in the way of his baptism into the Body of Christ.

We don’t know Bakos’s sexual orientation or gender identity. But we do know he was a sexual minority. He was unable to conform to physical and social norms expected of males. Not only were his genitals different from other males, having been castrated, but the procedure likely occurred prior to puberty, impacting the hormones in his body. Deprived of testosterone, he did not go through puberty to develop secondary sex characteristics. Socially, he was unable to conform to certain familial and procreative expectations that Jewish and Greco-Roman society normally placed on men. In other words, Bakos looked and sounded different from other men and could not perform socially or sexually in the same way as other men. The castration (without anesthesia) would have been traumatic for any child and had a lasting impact on his life.

But despite his difference—or more likely because of it—Bakos sought after God. He traveled long distances to worship, studied the Scriptures intensely, and was baptized following a confession of faith. He was one of the first gentile converts to Christianity and was chosen by God to reach the people of Ethiopia. Bakos is an example of how God welcomes sexual and gender minorities into the Body of Christ. Not only that, but also the life of Bakos reveals that God calls the “eunuchs” of this world to serve as leaders in the Church.

Note: I have chosen the spelling “Bakos” based on an academic paper by an Ethiopian author who states, “As Ethiopian exegetic scholars suggest, the proper name of the Ethiopian eunuch is traditionally known as Melchizedek or Bakos” (Andualem Dagmawi Gobena, “Mariology in Soteriology,” [St. Michael’s College, 2006], 2, fn 3). In recent years, the name “Simeon Bachos” was edited into Irenaeus’s quote concerning the eunuch, leading to the common erroneous assumption that Irenaeus called the eunuch by that name; he did not. The name Bakos has an Ethiopian Christian origin.

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